Mysticpenelope's Story
of darkness, inner healing & ascension to higher spiritual planes

Mysticpenelope has always been aware of different dimensions in the universe, life beyond the physical plane. As a child she got labelled as different, no one understood her ramblings of dark shadows & earth bound spirits she was aware off. So she was alone with her insights, it became something that was best left unspoken, as was the silencing of the abuse she went through in childhood, that had to be swept under the carpet.

Then having been victimised, abused & conditioned in a negative way to be a doormat without boundaries, she found trouble in early adulthood. Due to her naievity, vulnerability & individuals with dark manipulative minds who targeted her & destroyed her life where possible. The events lead to devastation, traumatization, soul fragmentation, deep depression, confussion & years of mental health issuues. Being driven to the edge, unable to love herself, the totality of events in her life led to a breakdown in her thirties when she admitted herself to a mental ward for three weeks having suicidle thoughts. She could not take any more & wanting to kill herself, she knew she needed help.

That breakdown however, eventually became a break through, as she shifted her old patterns, out dated beliefs, removed toxic individuals in life, built up her awareness, restablished boundaries, trained in spiritual healing, done self developement, sat in a mediumship circle for nine years & eventually had psychic surgeory to remove low vibrations from her energy field .

Although she recovered a lot of her own self esteem, repaired her inner world & moved into a new psychological space within herself over time, her family rejected & persecuted her for speaking up about childhhood abuse. She eventually became abandened, unwanted by them, but in the painful process of letting go of them, she grew stronger & re-aligned her spiritual gifts to serve the light, to those in need.

Her gifts never left her, it was something that persisted throughout her life, sometimes a blessing & other times a curse to her. She had to master it, get it in control to stop herself being overwhelmed by it, being invaded by earth bound spirits & dark entities on the lower astral plan. Which she eventually accomplished & today her spiritual awareness, wisdom, insights into the human energy field, human psychology, other dimensions, the spirit world, hauntings, spiritual attachments, energy & vibration are second nature to her.

She now knows herself to be an ancient incarnate soul, who walks in two realities, with multiple spiritual gifts. One realm is the earthly, physical form, the other realm is the energetic & spiritual realm.

It was through treachery, being broken within, empowering herself, healing within, intergrating her own shadow self, she discovered her true identity, beyond normal family & human constructs.

The river of life kept flowing & the old energetic debris floated away down stream away from her, giving her new space, new breath & a more solid foundation in life.

In the tides of turbulance she entered the abyess & in doing so she re-emerged transformed, empowered & re-aligned. She learnt to honour her own truth, her own insights in a sacred space, as her soul energy started to return home to herself, after being fragmented from abuse. She shifted from victim mode, reclaimed her soul energy & her power to the warrior mode & the dark days became an intiation into higher vibrations in the universe.

She knows she was guided by a divine source throughout her life, especialy in times of trouble & devastation when she was in dispair. She is also aware that divine justice operates in silence through the unseen hand of universal laws.

From her perilise journey, using her own experience & specific training, she is now available to bring love, light & healing to individuals in need.

As also to aid humanities ascension process.

She has never forgotton the day, she had her car running on a very high cliff top, sat alone in the drivers seat she knew she only had to take the hand break off & put her foot down. To end all!!! That was when an invisible force came in, placed their hands on her shoulders & pulled her backwards into the car seat. She had never experienced anything like it before, but she had felt it, she knew someone was with her, but not in a physical form. It was bewildering, it was spirit, and that became the reason she turned her car around & went back to her life, it was the reason she did not take her own life. There was someone in the spirit world watching over her & she is still here today . That was the universe at work, someone saying 'dont do it' , she did not understand at the time, but her mind was inquisative, she wanted to know, how, what, she knew spirit existed. But at the time she had no relevant training in spiritual matters, she only had her painful life experiences & her own self destructive patterns as she could not value herself. So she turned her car around, returned to the abuse, she later escaped & started a pilgrimage in search of the deeper truths in life.

She remains grateful to the individuals who saw her spiritual gifts, helped in her healing process & empowered her life.

Thankyou, I will pass the torch of light on